Well, I don't want to leave everyone hanging for another 2 months, and I think this may be of interest to some people. I feel like I've been writing the same story just with some variations, however, the past month has been a little different.
As I have said, I was put in charge of the library at my school ( a bit unwillingly). I was recently in Yaounde and visited the library at the American Embassy and talked with the director of the resource center there. He is a very nice man and was happy to see that someone was doing somework out in the middle of nowhere. He is currently looking for some things to possibly donate to me and he put me in contact with a publisher and set me up with a meeting that same day. Wonderful. I met with the man and he said he could cut the price of all books in half and then he would donate half the amount of books I ordered. So, if I order 50, he'll donate 25 and we still get the discount.
Obviously, I can't do anything because I don't have the funding at the moment. However, I returned to the school and told the principal of my goings on and what type of deal we could get. He seemed unsure of how we could accomplish such a thing, because there is no money (even though he said there was at the beginning) and they are relying on me to raise it. Which is kind of understandable I suppose, me being a PCV and all, but I still feel like he should take some more initiative and see what he can do...I mean I'm not here forever.
During all this, I got to hear him tell me about a PCV he had a few years back in another town, someone I like to call Super Volunteer. They did sooo much, organized this, and raised funds for that, etc.... Well I'm that guy. I've slowely realized that I don't think I came here for "developement work", I simply came to teach English and got this shit thrown on me.
And yes, it is shit (pardon my French). When I left for the committee meeting, I had the library set up, organized, and functioning. I left the president of the lecture/library club with a key so that students can still use it while I was away (no other teachers will come and work there or learn anything about it, so I use students). A teacher went up to the president and told her a lie that the principal said it was ok for him to use the library for his "dance club" and to give him the key. The trusting girl she is, she did. I, of course, found this out after I open the doors last Monday and find the place a total train wreck. (Also a bird got in and had target practice over everything) This man (and bird) has proven to be...uhm...how do I put this....an asshole (again with my French...) and I put no blame on my student who has proven to be trustworthy.
When I confronted said teacher, he claimed that he was in the process of gathering students to clean it and put the shelves and tables back where they belong. Alas, days pass and nothing changes (not a real surprise here). This morning, I took it upon myself to clean up his mess, but I will never do that again. I can walk away from that library easily if pushed, remember, I came to teach and get some experience that's all. I just think his actions were pretty rude and it really got to me. Apparently he isn't aware of the idea of what a library is.
Also, I've decided that remaining composed and speaking angerly at someone in French just isn't going to cut it anymore. I figure a raw uncut thrashing in my own native tongue will get the point across just as well, in fact I know it will. I'm kind of excited for that moment to tell you the truth, I'll post it when I do.
On a better note, I was approached by a man who wants me to give English lessons at the teacher training college nearby. That sounds likes something that I am more willing to do. My experience with adults was much better than with middle school aged children.
Until next time...